My last IG post I asked about Goal Setting. I want to be better about breaking down my big goals into a bunch of small ones so that I don't feel like the big one is so far away...and so I don't feel so discouraged. I am great at making a bunch of to do lists but I am not so great at checking those off, not because I don't get them done but because I just get scatter brained and forget to actually CROSS IT OFF which is the most rewarding part right? So this next week I am going to dedicate a small part of the day for daily goal setting and journaling. Blogging and Ig can be used as a tool for that as well. I will let you know how it goes and I encourage you to join me in this. Lets hold each other accountable.
I also mentioned that when Praying for myself I find it hard to ask for specifics. But I want to start writing my prayers out again and being as specific as possible. It's really hard. I will get totally personal right now. When I pray about a baby or kids I always pray This ____> God if you want us to have a baby then give us a baby. If you don't want us to have a baby then don't give us a desire. The truth is I don't even know what I want. I am scared to have kids. I am getting older so I am running out of time to decide. Before my Gma B died she put her hands on my tummy and prayed for me to have a baby. It was super emotional but I don't know what the emotions were from? Was it because I was sad this could be the last time she would ever pray over me or because I have some deep rooted issues? I know we would be happy and have a good life either way. Jacob would be an amazing Dad, The best Dad....but I do not think I would be a great Mother. So how do I pray for this scenario? How is that for being vulnerable?
What I have been into lately ///
Shop / Saint Cloud River Oaks Is the cutest boutique and if your lucky Poppy The doodle will be there to greet you!
Music / GAWVI - Giana I heard this song during warm up at our gym, The League, and I was instantly like what is this?! I need this on repeat! It's not what you think...it was perfect for warm up when your still waking up...
Podcasts / Fridays with Flea Style - I really enjoy these small business interviews. I can totally relate and it's so interesting to hear other peoples struggles, victories, and how they do things.
Book / Rich Dad Poor Dad - Jacob and I are listening to this on Audible when we are in the car together.
Spare Time / Shopping for the home, Thrifting, learning how to be a better plant parent.
Study / Ecclesiastes - Life change Series
Hope you all Have a good day! And send me podcast and book recs that you think I would enjoy!